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leng lui BOBO!
wei xiang
pei shan
chris
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kwan lok
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shum
kentchankin
miiyo BABE:)
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kityi
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CRIS HENG!MANDY!
khong<3:)
lei<3:)
fish<3:)
szuli
DICKSON
angelababy
leng lui BOBO!
wei xiang
pei shan
chris
jimmy lootzai
kwan lok
milky
shum
kentchankin
miiyo BABE:)
carmenwong
nikkie
kityi
cherisse
kah yann
angelying
hui hui
mimi
kenji
kenji II
chiax
jane yi
daven ong
hongken
miko leong
loke
eurica
vtjen
tan weng loon
CRIS HENG!MANDY!
Monday, May 31, 2010
what should i believe?
that day my friend said saw you in GUNUNG RAPAT kopitiam.
you are hugging a girl.you two very sweet!you hug her.her hand put on your leg.biut what you tell me?you told me that you are going futsal.
actually you told me start at 11.30..but start from 10.30 you are gone.i keep calling you.no respond.nothing!!..
i cant do anything.right?
aikx.what a gf am i?
i am just a useless person~
i called your friend too~your friend said you havent reach.
but when you reach.finally you answer my call.say you just finish futsal with another gang.haha!very funny.right??
when you reach there.you friend did msg me lah.he said you just reach.
you keep on explaining that you just finish the first game..but is your friend stupid?if really finish the first game.when your friend dint see your car before that?and if you are just finish the game.why are you not sweating?and when you answer my call.who will believe you just finish huh??your sound is just normal,very good.
then i already tolerate everything.what else you want?
few days later.my friend told me something again.say last week saw my boyfriend is with another girl in GUNUNG RAPAT kopitiam also.so already 2 times my friends saw it.you still dont want to admit~then yau suan.i tolerate again.what you still want?HUH??i treat you not good?huh?everyday buy things for you to eat.use.I STILL NOT GOOD?any problem?
last thursday(27 of may)i went for my facial.
when i finish.know what i saw in my phone?is my friend msg!!!
there is writing "i saw your boy hugging another girl"..i called my friend.she told me everything.i called you,my boy.but you are scolding me like i dont believe you.say you dint go out,blablabla.aikx..
so i went parade.
i find you~but i am too hurt.i know who is that girl.then you say break up sometimes.what am i?huh?like jau together?dun like jau throw?i asked you is it because of that girl.you said no.just want to have some time to think properly.
aikx..if you really have her.why cant you admit??please.i just dunwan to be the sohai that dunno everything.that night.i want follow you to futsal.but you dun let.so after my tuition.i rush there.wanna give you a suprise.but what i get?you are gone and you scolded me!cause you think i wanna check you!aikx..
actually that night i know sometihing.but i really dont want to say out~suan lah.just keep in my heart maybe will be better~i just can be the sohai~to wait you~BUT when you reach home.you dint even find me!!i call you!but your sound is just sleepy.i asked you to bath.call me after bath.you answered me see la.after bath sin suan.aikx.so i called you after 15 mins.you answered.but more a while you slept.what can i do?aikx.i just cry and cry.and nobody know.
aikx.you dint even want to explain anthing!!
*story will be continue tomorrow*tired d!
you are hugging a girl.you two very sweet!you hug her.her hand put on your leg.biut what you tell me?you told me that you are going futsal.
actually you told me start at 11.30..but start from 10.30 you are gone.i keep calling you.no respond.nothing!!..
i cant do anything.right?
aikx.what a gf am i?
i am just a useless person~
i called your friend too~your friend said you havent reach.
but when you reach.finally you answer my call.say you just finish futsal with another gang.haha!very funny.right??
when you reach there.you friend did msg me lah.he said you just reach.
you keep on explaining that you just finish the first game..but is your friend stupid?if really finish the first game.when your friend dint see your car before that?and if you are just finish the game.why are you not sweating?and when you answer my call.who will believe you just finish huh??your sound is just normal,very good.
then i already tolerate everything.what else you want?
few days later.my friend told me something again.say last week saw my boyfriend is with another girl in GUNUNG RAPAT kopitiam also.so already 2 times my friends saw it.you still dont want to admit~then yau suan.i tolerate again.what you still want?HUH??i treat you not good?huh?everyday buy things for you to eat.use.I STILL NOT GOOD?any problem?
last thursday(27 of may)i went for my facial.
when i finish.know what i saw in my phone?is my friend msg!!!
there is writing "i saw your boy hugging another girl"..i called my friend.she told me everything.i called you,my boy.but you are scolding me like i dont believe you.say you dint go out,blablabla.aikx..
so i went parade.
i find you~but i am too hurt.i know who is that girl.then you say break up sometimes.what am i?huh?like jau together?dun like jau throw?i asked you is it because of that girl.you said no.just want to have some time to think properly.
aikx..if you really have her.why cant you admit??please.i just dunwan to be the sohai that dunno everything.that night.i want follow you to futsal.but you dun let.so after my tuition.i rush there.wanna give you a suprise.but what i get?you are gone and you scolded me!cause you think i wanna check you!aikx..
actually that night i know sometihing.but i really dont want to say out~suan lah.just keep in my heart maybe will be better~i just can be the sohai~to wait you~BUT when you reach home.you dint even find me!!i call you!but your sound is just sleepy.i asked you to bath.call me after bath.you answered me see la.after bath sin suan.aikx.so i called you after 15 mins.you answered.but more a while you slept.what can i do?aikx.i just cry and cry.and nobody know.
aikx.you dint even want to explain anthing!!
*story will be continue tomorrow*tired d!
Sunday, May 9, 2010
its END?
yesterday(8 of may) is a worst worst day
afternoon i went jusco have lunch with my family...
after that i bought tickets.
i wanna movie with him..
and i asked my best friends too..
thay wanted.so i bought their tickets too.
so i went home.
sleep.and did nothing.
5 something.i bath.
then i wanna go to dance.
but no one fetch me there.
angry like hell.
when i wanna go.no one fetch me.
sometime i am lazy.but they force me to go.
aikx..
the time is passing and passing.
wait till 7 p.m.
prepare to dinner.
dressing up.making up.
we went golf club.
after eat.
i ask my brother bring me to jusco.
i walk with fish.
and waited others to come.
finally he came.
but i have friends.
i talk to them sometimes.
and i have a bit left him behind.SORRY!
but just a while..
when you with your friends.you left me behind too.
what i do?NOTHING.right?
nevermind.
when watch the movie.
i hold his hand.you just like fu hin fu hin like that.
suan lo.
after the movie.
i talk to my friends.but he dont even wait for me.and he go out by his own.
i walk out quickly.i saw him stand there and pressing your phone.
he know i dont like him to press phone in front of me.BUT he did that.
i tolerate everything.he give me back my phone.but i dunwan.then he walk down.
i walk behind him.when he pass the store.he just throw my phone there.
i pick it up and continue to follow him.
after that
we go in the car.he asked me to go down.
said dunwan to see me those thing.and still say wanna break.
i cried and cried.
then know what he said?...
pass the last day together..LOL!!is that funny?
i said ok..haa..
stupid hor..
but now....??i think not the last day gua
afternoon i went jusco have lunch with my family...
after that i bought tickets.
i wanna movie with him..
and i asked my best friends too..
thay wanted.so i bought their tickets too.
so i went home.
sleep.and did nothing.
5 something.i bath.
then i wanna go to dance.
but no one fetch me there.
angry like hell.
when i wanna go.no one fetch me.
sometime i am lazy.but they force me to go.
aikx..
the time is passing and passing.
wait till 7 p.m.
prepare to dinner.
dressing up.making up.
we went golf club.
after eat.
i ask my brother bring me to jusco.
i walk with fish.
and waited others to come.
finally he came.
but i have friends.
i talk to them sometimes.
and i have a bit left him behind.SORRY!
but just a while..
when you with your friends.you left me behind too.
what i do?NOTHING.right?
nevermind.
when watch the movie.
i hold his hand.you just like fu hin fu hin like that.
suan lo.
after the movie.
i talk to my friends.but he dont even wait for me.and he go out by his own.
i walk out quickly.i saw him stand there and pressing your phone.
he know i dont like him to press phone in front of me.BUT he did that.
i tolerate everything.he give me back my phone.but i dunwan.then he walk down.
i walk behind him.when he pass the store.he just throw my phone there.
i pick it up and continue to follow him.
after that
we go in the car.he asked me to go down.
said dunwan to see me those thing.and still say wanna break.
i cried and cried.
then know what he said?...
pass the last day together..LOL!!is that funny?
i said ok..haa..
stupid hor..
but now....??i think not the last day gua
Thursday, May 6, 2010
what a day today
what happen today??
i dunno!!ish!!
i still sms with him..
but suddenly...
cant move..
then i switch off then on again..
know hat happen??
aikx...
ask me to insert SIM CARD!!what the hell!ish!!hmmm...
i dunno what happen...
then i changed 3 phones to try...
also the same result..
aikx...
really dunno apa telah happen..
aikxxx..then i called him with another phone which he dont want me to use anymore..
but no choice..
i must switch on that..
cause really no chance to switch on the sim again..
then i ask him ask the digi..
he went..
then the person told him maybe the SIM CARD is rosak..aikx...
what lah??
aiyo..
so register a new SIM again.aikx..
what a bad day.
i dunno!!ish!!
i still sms with him..
but suddenly...
cant move..
then i switch off then on again..
know hat happen??
aikx...
ask me to insert SIM CARD!!what the hell!ish!!hmmm...
i dunno what happen...
then i changed 3 phones to try...
also the same result..
aikx...
really dunno apa telah happen..
aikxxx..then i called him with another phone which he dont want me to use anymore..
but no choice..
i must switch on that..
cause really no chance to switch on the sim again..
then i ask him ask the digi..
he went..
then the person told him maybe the SIM CARD is rosak..aikx...
what lah??
aiyo..
so register a new SIM again.aikx..
what a bad day.
SUKI 刘纾妤《鸵鸟》MV
SUKI 刘纾妤《鸵鸟》
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCga6aoL5Cs&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCga6aoL5Cs&feature=related
should i??
should i really care this much??
hmmm.
everytime i remind myself..
i please myself...
NOT TO CARE SO MUCH..
but did i complete this MISSION??
NO!!is really NO!!
i wrote in everywhere..
"NOT TO CARE SO MUCH!!"
for remind myself...
but really SORRY.
i dint success
hmmm.
everytime i remind myself..
i please myself...
NOT TO CARE SO MUCH..
but did i complete this MISSION??
NO!!is really NO!!
i wrote in everywhere..
"NOT TO CARE SO MUCH!!"
for remind myself...
but really SORRY.
i dint success
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
我爱他 -sad-
我爱他，
轰轰烈烈最疯狂，
我的梦狠狠碎破绝不会忘，、
曾为她相信明天就是未来，
情节有多坏，
我不肯信赖~
today..
i dunno what happen..
afternoon i met him...
he like moody.
he said dont feel like going anywhere.
so we went home.
play psp.sleep.
aikxx...
he is so sleepy.
so i help him to cover a mask and let him sleep more comfortable.
after that..
he fetch me back to school.
my car came.
then i came back home...
what he told me??
aikx...
he gotta go parade.
his boss ask him to go.
maybe to get salary.
but...
is it real??
i duno..
but nvm..
he reply less..
okay...FINE..its okay.
then i went jusco...
he reply me less also.
aikx..
feel like crying..
but i act like nothing.
just shopping with mummy.
then i called him when i walk alone...
but what he doing??
playing with his friends.
i calm everything down...
then FINE!
but he still scold me...
with those kind of sound.
just wanna let my tears get down.
suan le...
after that..
he said sorry.then i nothing d..
i keep everything in heart.
i backed home..
i called him again....
he told me he wanna go makan with his friends.
okay...i let him...
but he dint reply me again and again...
so i called him again..
he said he is driving..
okay..
so i hang the phone...ask him drive carefully...
okay...he reached..he told me..okay...
but when he eat..no reply again...
i cried...
i called him again...he said just reach his friend's house..
okay lo..he wanna download game to psp..
i waited him..but i msg him...
dint reply...
i cried and cried...
no respond too...
i just keep crying !!!
aikx!!!
but he dint care me at all..
what can i do??
NOTHING!!!right??
hmmm...
after that..
he just msg me...
say wanna wait more a while..
finally...
i STOP!!
i switch on my computer..
NO FACEBOOK!NO MSN!!NO EVERYTHING!
just wanna find song in youtube..
and let me cry again...
but i saw blog...
so i only will write these all things here...
to release my feel...
i really sad and sad!!
finally he call me...
till NOW..
he just like..
aikx...
dunno to describe his word now
轰轰烈烈最疯狂，
我的梦狠狠碎破绝不会忘，、
曾为她相信明天就是未来，
情节有多坏，
我不肯信赖~
today..
i dunno what happen..
afternoon i met him...
he like moody.
he said dont feel like going anywhere.
so we went home.
play psp.sleep.
aikxx...
he is so sleepy.
so i help him to cover a mask and let him sleep more comfortable.
after that..
he fetch me back to school.
my car came.
then i came back home...
what he told me??
aikx...
he gotta go parade.
his boss ask him to go.
maybe to get salary.
but...
is it real??
i duno..
but nvm..
he reply less..
okay...FINE..its okay.
then i went jusco...
he reply me less also.
aikx..
feel like crying..
but i act like nothing.
just shopping with mummy.
then i called him when i walk alone...
but what he doing??
playing with his friends.
i calm everything down...
then FINE!
but he still scold me...
with those kind of sound.
just wanna let my tears get down.
suan le...
after that..
he said sorry.then i nothing d..
i keep everything in heart.
i backed home..
i called him again....
he told me he wanna go makan with his friends.
okay...i let him...
but he dint reply me again and again...
so i called him again..
he said he is driving..
okay..
so i hang the phone...ask him drive carefully...
okay...he reached..he told me..okay...
but when he eat..no reply again...
i cried...
i called him again...he said just reach his friend's house..
okay lo..he wanna download game to psp..
i waited him..but i msg him...
dint reply...
i cried and cried...
no respond too...
i just keep crying !!!
aikx!!!
but he dint care me at all..
what can i do??
NOTHING!!!right??
hmmm...
after that..
he just msg me...
say wanna wait more a while..
finally...
i STOP!!
i switch on my computer..
NO FACEBOOK!NO MSN!!NO EVERYTHING!
just wanna find song in youtube..
and let me cry again...
but i saw blog...
so i only will write these all things here...
to release my feel...
i really sad and sad!!
finally he call me...
till NOW..
he just like..
aikx...
dunno to describe his word now
Thursday, April 1, 2010
i know i do really love you~
you said you love me.OKAY!
i believe.
you said no contact with THEM(BITCH).OKAY!
i believe too~
i choose to believe everything BECAUSE I DO REALLY LOVE YOU MUCH
you are the 1st one to make me suffer like that.
BUT
i still loving you.
i dunno why am i deep loving in you so much.
no one know too.
even you!
ACTUALLY
i promised him to not to care so much about his outside things.and dont even check him.
but SORRY.
i cant did it.
because I LOVE YOU!
you are mine.how i gonna dont care you.huh??
its HARD!
i know you dunwan to me check so much also.
i dunwan to check too.cause if check and let me see something.
at last.the sadness is come to me.
NOT YOU!
but i really cant do it.
because.
you are mine.
i really cant let you do those things behind me~
i believe.
you said no contact with THEM(BITCH).OKAY!
i believe too~
i choose to believe everything BECAUSE I DO REALLY LOVE YOU MUCH
you are the 1st one to make me suffer like that.
BUT
i still loving you.
i dunno why am i deep loving in you so much.
no one know too.
even you!
ACTUALLY
i promised him to not to care so much about his outside things.and dont even check him.
but SORRY.
i cant did it.
because I LOVE YOU!
you are mine.how i gonna dont care you.huh??
its HARD!
i know you dunwan to me check so much also.
i dunwan to check too.cause if check and let me see something.
at last.the sadness is come to me.
NOT YOU!
but i really cant do it.
because.
you are mine.
i really cant let you do those things behind me~
everything that i gave you and you gave me
i gave you my love.
i gave you my everything.
i gave you my heart
BUT
you gave me a hurt.
you gave me tears.
you gave me scars.
tuesday.
you hilang again.
you told me you with friend.but he cant tell.why?
and when i ask your friend face to face
why just he just laugh?
aikx..
maybe you with other HER.
not that bitch i hate.
i dunno.
BUT at last.
i choose to believe you too~
i know many people will say i VERY STUPID.
but is just I LOVE YOU!i choose YOU!
i gave you my everything.
i gave you my heart
BUT
you gave me a hurt.
you gave me tears.
you gave me scars.
tuesday.
you hilang again.
you told me you with friend.but he cant tell.why?
and when i ask your friend face to face
why just he just laugh?
aikx..
maybe you with other HER.
not that bitch i hate.
i dunno.
BUT at last.
i choose to believe you too~
i know many people will say i VERY STUPID.
but is just I LOVE YOU!i choose YOU!